This is what I have to do when you make me feel so much sadness Ignore the hurt I feel inside when I think how you'll feel so bad. ignore your empty lies there not convincing. Ignore the pain in my heart when I think I've got to let you go. Look away when I see me crying for someone like you ignore the shame I feel in me for even trusting you. numb and broken because you were never there. Ignore this pain in my heart when I think you never cared. break you untill I go away and I have, cutting stunning are your lies and excuses they're so vain. burn myself by my own flame then hurt by yours. You don't matter right now why should I care about you, your not a man to me your nothing but a lie in itself. ***not done******* poem 2 of 8/8/04 " I CAN DO THIS ALONE WITHOUT YOU " we don't need you we can be do better without you. I can do this alone without you you don't have time for me I don't have time for you I can do this alone without you then what makes you think you'll have time for another life? I can do this alone without you stay away the love I give is not there anymore I can do this alone without you I can't hate this life I now hold even if I hate you. I can do this alone without you I don't want my life to change but you made it so. I can do this alone without you so take yourself and go on out the way, I can do this alone without you. you earned your freedom with my anger, I can do this alone without you let another see the changes of a life unfolding. I can do this alone without you You don't want this anyhow so be off with you I can do this alone without you Your not obligated and theres no strings here. I can do this alone without you. Go away you got what you wanted along with my hate. I can do this alone without you Theres nothing more I want from you you couldn't give, I can do this alone without you sleep away go away stay away because.... I can do this alone without you

Ouch but it's just poetry nice..